I'm up at 6:35. Listening to some other artists. In my feelings right now about the music that comes out in a couple months. God gave me this. I am grateful that God loves me enough to give me stuff that speaks to me and to others. I am giving him the praise in the song. I am truly blessed that he saved me from the mess I was. I am truly grateful that he has blessed me with a future in my children. I have no idea what is going to happen tomorrow. All I know is that I fully intend on being whatever God intends for me to be. And I surrender all of this to him and his will. The crucifixion comes to mind again with Jesus in the garden about to suffer more than any human has before. He posture was “not my will but your will be done…”. And not that releasing a song has anything at all to do with the sacrafice Jesus made for us, its the posture of Jesus that moves me. All I want now is to be what God intends me to be. I love this, but I love God more. I am willing to walk away from all of this if it is his will. I will admit that I had other plans for my life but I KNOW I can only be whole by following the will of God. I'm not perfect, but I am striving to be perfected in God. Whatever he wants in this and everything else that I am is what I will do. Whatever that is.
Stay Prayed Up
Curt
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