I woke up this morning thinking about my life and career. All of this garbage started rolling through my head. "You got great music that you don't market properly... You got an awesome book that nobody's ever heard of, etc. This hasn't happened, that hasn't happened..." All of this was just washing through my mind unchecked. "What have you done with your life? Where are you going? Shouldn't you be getting a real job by now? Can you make it, because you know you're not as talented as the people you associate with?" I have these attacks on my spirit. I have these crushing blows to my heart some mornings - before I even get out of bed.
I am the righteousness of God MADE righteous by the blood of Jesus. That means that I am not subject to the failure that keeps trying to cling to me. I have to remember that I am already a winner. I am already successful. I am THAT guy. I am God's anointed. I am THAT guy. I have to remember that I didn't create the inspiration that moves me to write. God created this. All I have to do is get out of his way and let him continue to do it. I have to remember that I have to KEEP my mind focussed on succeeding. Failure is not an option. I have to remind myself that God already won this fight. All I gotta do now is keep my mind right. Get RID OF THE STINKING THINKING!!!!
Stay Prayed Up
Curt